So, it’s been awhile since i typed up something on here. As you can guess I am now 21 years of age. But some changes have accured I am now a working man. I now work at wal-mart wooo!!! it’s a bit difficult but I am getting somewhat used to it.
That’s right just three more day’s till my birthday week really starts. I can’t wait it’s gong to be so much fun. Very much so memorable, I can’t wait i just can’t.
That is how today is so far, okay i guess. it’s what it is and what it will be. think about it each and everyday is ehh, okay i guess.
It is now about 11 days till my twenty first birthday…I am a little nervouse were as some people would be like “YA! My 21’st I can’t wait..” I don’t really feel that way…i know when i turn this age that responsablitie is gonna hit me in the face. I got to get a job, pay bills, and survive on my own.
Granted I can tell you that it wont be hard since I won’t just have my self to do this, I will have friends and family right there helping me. But most of the work is really on me. Now I know what your thinking, “Everyone has to do it, it is natural to feel afraid..” I am not afraid as much as i am worried…
you see the thing here is that I know i can do it…it’s the matter of having the things needed to do it. for instance how am i sure that the job will be there, or how am i sure that my life will be right for this big change…who knows…all i know is that no matter what my 21’st is not just a birthday in witch i get to drink…it’s a door opening up the trials i will endure..
I live in what you call a world full of decisions. So, yes i have to say it’s a bit exentric at times but it’s my life and it’s exciting. My 21’st birthday is coming within two weeks. My brother and my long life best friend are coming to this big milestone….i don’t know what is going to happen from this point on…but at the momment it’s like the world is mine….
